LOVE.............................

And you said, "give it to me baby!" and I was like nah...not now, not here, not like this.....

Not now because I just met you, I mean I dont know what makes you tick, what makes you twitch at night, what song you hum in the shower, or even which leg you stick in your pants first...

Not here.... in a bed that I don't know when the sheets were washed, was it tide or purex you used? when the matress was last flipped, when the slobber was washed clean, when the perspiration evaporated and what caused that perspiration.............

Not like this...under conditions in which silly conversations don't sprout up between us over nothing, where lazy sundays in which I am in my corner curled up to a good book and you come by and kiss my forhead and smile and walk away in silence are only things I long for, when you dont finish my sentence and I dont begin yours, where my dreams havent become yours and yours havent become mine, where love doesnt exist.......

Nah..baby... not now, not here and not like this.......


Sex..love...pain