You gonna tell me whats Up?

1:44 PM me: you gonna tell me whats up

Qiana: lol

1:45 PM oh you were still waiting

lol

that is funny

ahh

it's just life is funny

1:46 PM I have gone through a lot

and I continue to as well

apart of that is my own doing you know?

when your not doing right

when you're treading on good and evil you know?

sin and living right.....

1:47 PM so at any rate

you knoww

umm

life is sometimes depressing

there are things I want in life

things I want to accomplish

places I want to go

a person I want to be...someone I aspire to be

1:48 PM I have this fear that I wont be that person

and in a sense my purpose will not be served

me: WOW

Qiana: and then...

i think about my decisions

my loves my passions

and I regret

1:49 PM and I have to live with it and live in it

and what if's creep in

what if this and that

what if I get fired tomorrow

what would I do...

should I have left teaching...schools

1:50 PM i would have had job security

but I may not have been happy

what if I moved to florida

and not broken it off with .......

who would I have been?

1:51 PM who did he want me to be

and sooo...

that is it

those are my challenges.....

Everything and nothing at all.

;-)

and you say why are you telling me this right?